ugh.
So, I started talking to Nick tongiht. well, recently it's just kinda random that we started Rping again and talkng.
and I relized how much I Miss Brian. He wont return phone calls, and he doesn't have contact with anyone apparently from the Furry Community. I email Shoka, who has been uploading some art recently of Kiburi and stuff and it seems like maybe they're still in contact....and I Miss him.
I just really miss him...*sighs*
I've been calling him lately...I dont want to bother him...I just miss him, and Im worried about him..
I get the answering machine, and it's his voice, I remember it being so much like Gordons it was almost scary...and then...I just hang up. What do i say?
'hey, you vanished, Nigel and I are worried.' it's the same damn thing I keep saying, and I guess he just doesn't care...but I dont want to just give up. Because -I- care. Im worried, genuinely about him.
*sighs again*
and I relized how much I Miss Brian. He wont return phone calls, and he doesn't have contact with anyone apparently from the Furry Community. I email Shoka, who has been uploading some art recently of Kiburi and stuff and it seems like maybe they're still in contact....and I Miss him.
I just really miss him...*sighs*
I've been calling him lately...I dont want to bother him...I just miss him, and Im worried about him..
I get the answering machine, and it's his voice, I remember it being so much like Gordons it was almost scary...and then...I just hang up. What do i say?
'hey, you vanished, Nigel and I are worried.' it's the same damn thing I keep saying, and I guess he just doesn't care...but I dont want to just give up. Because -I- care. Im worried, genuinely about him.
*sighs again*