Eli.

Eli just died in my arms...

My little Elita...Gods. I feel so horrible, because she was mine, and I killed her...I dont know what happened, but when I got home from NHS, she was cold and hardly moved...

I tried to warm her up, and she was laying in my arms, wrapped up in one of my blankets, squeaking softly..she was quiet for a little while, and then she stood up all the way...I looked down at her and watched her sink back down...

and then she was gone.

Elita:: Precious little one