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for some odd reason, when I downloaded this client thingy so I didn't have to come here (woot, I'ma lazy bum) and post from here all that, it copied a friend's post and not like a recent one either one from like...months ago o. O needless to say, I've uninstalled the bloody thing -.- maybe when I highlighted it to read it all (my brower's been having color issues lately) I might have habitually copied it or something...I dont know
maybe the whole machine's going to hell ; . ;
I <3 my computer, just not right now.
I <3 Gordon...and it was funny, we talked for a couple of hours ( 1 hour, 57 mins, and I Know that because I'm obsessive about documenting all of it lol ) and everthing seems so easy to talk about with him...he's nineteen almost, he'll be finishing high school soon...and I've got one year after he does. When that years up...well..I might milk my folks for College money, but after that, I dont have major plans to stay here in TX. I dont even want to go to college here in texas...for forensic science, I really -do- want to go to Ohio State...not just because Gordon's there.
But that's a perk all it's own...of the 50 or so colleges that offer programs for Forensic Science, Ohio State is prolly the best...it's the biggest on the list, and it's one I seriously think I could make it into...3 years ago, I took the Duke University TIP program's ACT test...and I made a 21 on it. OSU requires a 25 to get in. In three years, after actually learning some of the stuff that was asked of me, I daresay I can make those four little points...
but yeah. Jennifer and Krystal thought it would be cool to meddle in my relationship with Gordon. I don't know why. But hell, that's their choice. Because the one thing you don't do with me is mess with my boyfriend. Even if it's just playful, I'm parinoid enough to the point where it pisses me off...and I know he must hate that, how parinoid I am, but I love him so much...I just worry. Naturally I worry too much, but with him, hell. I'm fucked up.
But Jennifer and Krystal really made me mad, just by bothering him, really Krystal was harassing him, the same way she was me that night. And then to everyone she made out to be the victim, saying that I made her cry when I went off on her and Jen for all they had done.
I mean, I was really just fine with how my relationship was, besides not being able to hold him and all, we're perfect. And it's looming on our four month anniversary...and I've never loved anyone like I love him.....but Jennifer and Krystal obviously don't think our relationship's good enough...but too bad, so sad. I love him, and he loves me. and that's all that matters.
Oh, yeah. It's after midnight here. I fell asleep at about 8, petting Couper. and i woke up at 11:41. I'm a nut about time, aren't I? but anyways....It's odd how I've been sleeping so poorly recently, and then I talk to him, and I'm able to sleep more than I have in a long, long time.
I <3 him so much......
maybe the whole machine's going to hell ; . ;
I <3 my computer, just not right now.
I <3 Gordon...and it was funny, we talked for a couple of hours ( 1 hour, 57 mins, and I Know that because I'm obsessive about documenting all of it lol ) and everthing seems so easy to talk about with him...he's nineteen almost, he'll be finishing high school soon...and I've got one year after he does. When that years up...well..I might milk my folks for College money, but after that, I dont have major plans to stay here in TX. I dont even want to go to college here in texas...for forensic science, I really -do- want to go to Ohio State...not just because Gordon's there.
But that's a perk all it's own...of the 50 or so colleges that offer programs for Forensic Science, Ohio State is prolly the best...it's the biggest on the list, and it's one I seriously think I could make it into...3 years ago, I took the Duke University TIP program's ACT test...and I made a 21 on it. OSU requires a 25 to get in. In three years, after actually learning some of the stuff that was asked of me, I daresay I can make those four little points...
but yeah. Jennifer and Krystal thought it would be cool to meddle in my relationship with Gordon. I don't know why. But hell, that's their choice. Because the one thing you don't do with me is mess with my boyfriend. Even if it's just playful, I'm parinoid enough to the point where it pisses me off...and I know he must hate that, how parinoid I am, but I love him so much...I just worry. Naturally I worry too much, but with him, hell. I'm fucked up.
But Jennifer and Krystal really made me mad, just by bothering him, really Krystal was harassing him, the same way she was me that night. And then to everyone she made out to be the victim, saying that I made her cry when I went off on her and Jen for all they had done.
I mean, I was really just fine with how my relationship was, besides not being able to hold him and all, we're perfect. And it's looming on our four month anniversary...and I've never loved anyone like I love him.....but Jennifer and Krystal obviously don't think our relationship's good enough...but too bad, so sad. I love him, and he loves me. and that's all that matters.
Oh, yeah. It's after midnight here. I fell asleep at about 8, petting Couper. and i woke up at 11:41. I'm a nut about time, aren't I? but anyways....It's odd how I've been sleeping so poorly recently, and then I talk to him, and I'm able to sleep more than I have in a long, long time.
I <3 him so much......
