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Primael leaves soon...and Jen and I need to kidnap him. I can't believe he's already leaving, I'm going to cry, I swear!! My French lover! xD
actually, no, I will cry, but he wasn't my lover.
I FINALLY got some pictures of Ryan, and I can't believe I had to nick them from the Band -.-; next time he's here we're getting camera happy. And I'll let him take whatever pics of me he wants to. Katy = pathetic.
I'm so tired of everything here, I want Christmas break to be here already...and it's kinda interesting, to find out my best friends more of a WHORE than I am! xD I love you holls! I swear it!
I'm bringing LC back, which is nice for me...and then I'll be done with roleplaying. I've got enough on my hands with work and stuff, so that'll be it.
amazingly, today I got John to listen to I hate you, by the riddlin' kids. I told him like....tuesday that it was his & Christine's song. and it so is. Ryan and I dont really have a song, but "She will be loved' is one that we always sing along too...and we both get huge grins on our faces when it comes on ^^
I wish I could read his mind. My mom's getting really attatched I think...because she wants pictures of us and stuff, and she thinks I should have his ring and jacket....but thats a lot of....well, it's just a lot to ask of him. I'd love it and everything, but it's a bit much to demand of the poor boy heh.
I love him. It's odd. And it just makes me smile sometimes. He called me last night, after he got off work, at about 9:45, and I didnt' hear his call....and he had been at my house and everything...and he said he was sad he had missed me, and I just felt...I felt so angry I hadn't taken my phone off vibe and that I had missed the chance to just see him for a minute. And my stomache did a funny little flip flop...and yeah.
Akasha still doesn't know about my Nissan adventure. And she wont know for a long time either...its just a bit much to take in for her, the over religious ex-girl friend. But the funny thing is, the three of us are best friends. Me & Him, duh, but Akasha is my best friend here. It's odd. and they still get along. so life's pretty damn good right now. *fluff* I just wish I Knew how to tell him how I feel without taking that plunge and falling on the jagged rocks.
actually, no, I will cry, but he wasn't my lover.
I FINALLY got some pictures of Ryan, and I can't believe I had to nick them from the Band -.-; next time he's here we're getting camera happy. And I'll let him take whatever pics of me he wants to. Katy = pathetic.
I'm so tired of everything here, I want Christmas break to be here already...and it's kinda interesting, to find out my best friends more of a WHORE than I am! xD I love you holls! I swear it!
I'm bringing LC back, which is nice for me...and then I'll be done with roleplaying. I've got enough on my hands with work and stuff, so that'll be it.
amazingly, today I got John to listen to I hate you, by the riddlin' kids. I told him like....tuesday that it was his & Christine's song. and it so is. Ryan and I dont really have a song, but "She will be loved' is one that we always sing along too...and we both get huge grins on our faces when it comes on ^^
I wish I could read his mind. My mom's getting really attatched I think...because she wants pictures of us and stuff, and she thinks I should have his ring and jacket....but thats a lot of....well, it's just a lot to ask of him. I'd love it and everything, but it's a bit much to demand of the poor boy heh.
I love him. It's odd. And it just makes me smile sometimes. He called me last night, after he got off work, at about 9:45, and I didnt' hear his call....and he had been at my house and everything...and he said he was sad he had missed me, and I just felt...I felt so angry I hadn't taken my phone off vibe and that I had missed the chance to just see him for a minute. And my stomache did a funny little flip flop...and yeah.
Akasha still doesn't know about my Nissan adventure. And she wont know for a long time either...its just a bit much to take in for her, the over religious ex-girl friend. But the funny thing is, the three of us are best friends. Me & Him, duh, but Akasha is my best friend here. It's odd. and they still get along. so life's pretty damn good right now. *fluff* I just wish I Knew how to tell him how I feel without taking that plunge and falling on the jagged rocks.