Elton.

So yeah. I watched a tribute to elton john tonight, and the final song performed was 'Your Song'. I love that song. I Love elton john. rawr. I want to see him on stage, in concert someday, and eventually I will. hopefullly he'll still be doing concerts by the time I scrape together enough money...christmas has really, really drained me. But it was worth it. And as soon as I get a car, I'll get a job. Gotta cover gas and stuff, and to scramble back up to maybe a nice thousand. god what I wouldn't give to have a stable thousand again. *shrugs*

I'm in love with Ryan's present. I want to keep it ; . ; his mommy saw it, she loved it to. She said hed love it...it makes me feel so much better

*sighs* Im getting all emotional again. not from the present, but just...stuff. I walk around with that constant 'lighter than air' feeling, and lately so many people have asked me about my relationship o.o and I recount the best points....and they just melt....like me. (best points being how we got together, when he called me sunday...minor point, but still a best cuz it's recent and adorable ) {he gets major props for remembering our anniversary, and actually being the one to mention it and stuff- he's the first guy I've ever known to care enough]

I'm so lucky...or blessed...or something, but god I needed this to pick me up. I was so broken after Gordon and I split up, I didn't think I'd be able to pull myself out of bed anymore..and then about a month later, I met ryan. something just clicked...that's about the time I started to love me too..and that's almost better than being -in- love. jen says you cant be -in- love at our age..I know she wont listen to reason regarding me and love, she says I'm just a hopeless romantic who is in love with love. and that's true..but i'm so much more than that...I cant be -just- taht now can I?

I want to hear "I wanna Know' so bad right now *sighs* I'm in a dreamy sort of lovey-dove mood.

someone, shoot me now xD