miss you.

Wow. I realize my darlings, it's been forever since I"ve updated. I dyed my hair tonight, had to go outside to do it 'cuz I always seem to drip some dye on the carpet or floor or whatever...

so on American Idol (yeah..I <3 that show heh) and my three favorite guys made it!!
Constintine! ♥ x 1000000
Anwar ♥ x 100000000
Mario ♥

so yeah. that's about it for AI.

and life's pretty good...Ryan is so adorable! I'm back in the 'fuzzy omfg stage'

I never really left it though.....:3 I love him. I love him I love him I Love him I love him....

*le sigh* He kissed me saturday night...just randomly. And he kissed me like 5 times...and then said 'That's because it's the 19th' and then he leaned in and gave me a deeeeeep sweet kiss that kinda left me....just a tad bit horny, being honest xD and he said 'and that's just 'cuz I wanted to'

GOD I LOVE HIM!

tomorrow I take the stupid TAKS test. it's dumb. and then Seniors get it off till 11:30, and half are taking senior skip day. they got jipped with that.

And I've decided I want to get a tattoo. I need help designing it...a simple name, on the small of my back. and I want to decorated and beautiful.

so that's about it. Mercido died at BS, and I'm kinda depressed over it....

and for a more accurate update on me, see my xanga. http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=DistantVampire

and then my website. http://www.geocities.com/distantvampire/index.htm