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Im home FINALLY!
so yeah. we went from Dallas to Pensecola, then up towards Pittsburg, and then to Gettysburg, and then to Hershey (omg CHOCOLATE!) and then back to Pittsburg, and then to Memphis (I like Beale street) and FINALLY home!
I got in today at about 3:30. And yeah. Jen's coming over Monday, and I got to see Ryan today (oh gods. its just...*sighs* I just wanted to hold onto him forever....and just never, ever let go. It was agony being away from him for so long!! But he's leaving for Pittsburg (the fuck?! I was just there! should have timed it better lol) on Firday and will be back the next Tuesday. Gods, I took a deeeeep drag of his scent when he got here...ohh. freak, I think that's something I'll miss more than anything else. it's funny, I just dont know. I'm going to buy Essence in like, bulk amounts. I love it. I love him.) and he brought me a shirt!! it's the Family Guy where everyone's fighting and stuff xD
I want the sick, sick little moo cows one next lol
and that Star Wars bag. *needs to prod mother about that so it's here for school*
so yeah. all in all, today was pretty good.
this week had it's ups and downs, and a lot of it was downs because I Missed people. Mainly Ryan. but yeah. heh ^^;
OH GOD.
QUESTION!!!
what the HELL causes Sex dreams?! I've NEVER had them before, and I was PLAGUED by them. Im serious...it was like, unfair the amount of them I had. arrrrgh. now, dont get me wrong, I like sex. I dont love it, I dont love anything I'm not good at. But I like it. I like certain things more than others, and yet, it was just...unreal. Like, the style, the amount. hah, I was porn-star qualty in my dreams. But I couldn't feel anything, like, my waking body feeling anything. slightly dissapointed, and yet, releaved. Yeah, I'm quiet, but still. Dont want to risk it.
ugh. so I've been teasing myself in my sleep, since Ryan wasn't there to tormet me, my mind made sure I didn't miss that much! ; . ; so I was left just....'feeling friendly' as Jen says it xD
and gods. Souls. so much crap happened!! I AM SO LOST AND NOT PLEASED WITH MOST OF IT. *sighs* but I wont bitch. I promised myself I wouldnt. but whatever. so here I am, trying frantically to catch up. so yeah. *sighs softly*
Im being kidnapped tomorrow apparently. so here's to hoping that my back stops hurting. I mean, how can I hone these hidden porn star skills with a pulled muscle? xD
so yeah. we went from Dallas to Pensecola, then up towards Pittsburg, and then to Gettysburg, and then to Hershey (omg CHOCOLATE!) and then back to Pittsburg, and then to Memphis (I like Beale street) and FINALLY home!
I got in today at about 3:30. And yeah. Jen's coming over Monday, and I got to see Ryan today (oh gods. its just...*sighs* I just wanted to hold onto him forever....and just never, ever let go. It was agony being away from him for so long!! But he's leaving for Pittsburg (the fuck?! I was just there! should have timed it better lol) on Firday and will be back the next Tuesday. Gods, I took a deeeeep drag of his scent when he got here...ohh. freak, I think that's something I'll miss more than anything else. it's funny, I just dont know. I'm going to buy Essence in like, bulk amounts. I love it. I love him.) and he brought me a shirt!! it's the Family Guy where everyone's fighting and stuff xD
I want the sick, sick little moo cows one next lol
and that Star Wars bag. *needs to prod mother about that so it's here for school*
so yeah. all in all, today was pretty good.
this week had it's ups and downs, and a lot of it was downs because I Missed people. Mainly Ryan. but yeah. heh ^^;
OH GOD.
QUESTION!!!
what the HELL causes Sex dreams?! I've NEVER had them before, and I was PLAGUED by them. Im serious...it was like, unfair the amount of them I had. arrrrgh. now, dont get me wrong, I like sex. I dont love it, I dont love anything I'm not good at. But I like it. I like certain things more than others, and yet, it was just...unreal. Like, the style, the amount. hah, I was porn-star qualty in my dreams. But I couldn't feel anything, like, my waking body feeling anything. slightly dissapointed, and yet, releaved. Yeah, I'm quiet, but still. Dont want to risk it.
ugh. so I've been teasing myself in my sleep, since Ryan wasn't there to tormet me, my mind made sure I didn't miss that much! ; . ; so I was left just....'feeling friendly' as Jen says it xD
and gods. Souls. so much crap happened!! I AM SO LOST AND NOT PLEASED WITH MOST OF IT. *sighs* but I wont bitch. I promised myself I wouldnt. but whatever. so here I am, trying frantically to catch up. so yeah. *sighs softly*
Im being kidnapped tomorrow apparently. so here's to hoping that my back stops hurting. I mean, how can I hone these hidden porn star skills with a pulled muscle? xD
