ugh.

I feel like a cow now.

After working at BoMar for a few months (4 actually) I've gained about 15 pounds. And I seriously want to cry over it.

That's not the only problems Im having right now..

I do want to be active in Myth and BS, which are on the top of my priority list online...but I'm working a minimum of 25 hours at work, and I've got school on top of that...and gods. Im not happy.

For some reason, Ive just been feeling really critical of myself right now.

Its not that I'm MORE jealous than I was earlier, but now it's just a matter that I go and FIND the stuff that I know will tick me off. And gods knows why Im doing it either. But I am.

Im going to work on the FURum some more.

tell me why I can draw so much from the FURum days, but I cant write worth anything right now? x.x;