Roleplaying.

it SCARES Me to death to think that in a month, Im going to be graduated from high school.

this year's gone by so freaking fast....so insanely, insanely fast.

so what does this have to do with roleplaying?

it seems like when I sit down and make an attempt to rp, something comes up. Either some bitchy little idiot will start harping on me for taking more than ten seconds to reply to them, or there will be some festering puss of drama from god knows how long ago that someone whines about to me.

I like to listen to people, to help them when I can....but I just dont know why it's relevant to bring up month old crap.

I think that now that the Myth thing is settled, since my banning was accidental or whatnot, Im just sitting here shifting through journals of people talking about all the changes.....and then some of the drama that erupted when I made my return with Ulysses.

Do people really think of me that way? That I go looking for drama, and take pride in spreading it?

I hate to think that anyone would seemingly look at me that way, as a gossip who looks for ways to ruin things for people. I told Wind and Krysti about the banning....but it was taken as a bitch and moan bit to get pity for me. *sighs* I dont like people tarnishing what little reputation I do have, saying that Im trying to ruin anything for anyone else. Im not that petty. I detest people who are.

Its gotten to the point where it's cat fight after cat fight, and Im just waiting on everyone to chill out.

I doubt it'll happen though.

So yes.

stress from school + rping + job hunting......oh, Sonia is not a happy girl.