i love this boy..

RyaN: I cant sleep
Me: Im sorry baby...
Ryan: I didnt wake you did I?
Me: No, I havent even laid down..
Ryan: You doing OK?
Me: yeah, I was working on a picture for my friend Traci, and I've been talking to my other friend Nick...you know, I talked to my mom about us getting engaged..
Ryan: How did that go?
Me: She was really supportive actually....she just advised that I wait till after I graduate to get married because I need to focus on 1 at a time..
Ryan: But engaged was OK?
Me: Yeah, she sounded excited honestly...but she said with how I focus on things I should wait to get maried till after I graduate.
Ryan: Ya, I should too
Me: Yeah, I cant multi task life evens that well
RyanL Ive never tried. I put on off till I finish the one Im on
Me: that's the only thing I do. Mom said she would be happy for us if we got engaged but she wanted us to wait till we were out of school to get married
Ryan:Ya. It would be for hte best.
Me: Yeah..
Ryan: BTW, I ummmm...Would like to know your ring size ;)
Me: lol, it's 6.5...but I already told you the deal about rings..
Ryan: Which was?
Me: That I can really only wear one at a time....so I dont want you to feel like you have to be orthodoc and find a ring unless you absolutely want to...
Ryan: If I got you one, would it be the one you wore?
Me: Yes..I wear my class ring because its proof that I made it...if you gave me an engagement ring then I would wear it because it shows that we made it in a way
Ryan: Oh OK. If I get you something it probably ont have a real stone if it has one at all.
Me: I dont need any stones...all I need is you..
Ryan: I know baby, you're all I need too!
Me: I just dont want you to think I need some huge diamon ring or anything...I like simple, not gauty and wanything be gold lol, I'd be happy with just a band even..
Ryan: I know. I'll try to get what you like.
Me: Anything other than gold that you pick basically lol
Ryan: Or tension settings..
Me: Lol! True! See- you know me perfectly as far as taste goes...I know I'll love whatever you got..
Ryan: OK...well, Im going to try to go to bed again...I love you!
Me: I love you too! -tucks you in and gently kisses you goodnight-

oi. my hearts' pounding :D