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May. 7th, 2007
you know what.
I am EXTREMELY tired of people talking about me to other people.
ESPECIALLY when I have either hardly have contact with them EVER, or when they KNOW how I feel about people that wont come to me when they've got a problem.
Funny, it's people on BS. I am so tired of people saying shit about me when they dont have the fucking guts to come to me about it. So you dont like me? Good. that's perfect. I hate you anyways. But dont spread shit around the chats, dont spread things through IMs and PMs FUCKING OWN UP AND TELL ME.
I am fucking TIRED of people saying 'oh, I heard so and so saying something about your rank' well damn. I might not be the most active thing in the world, but I work hard fuckers. I work and I help out and well, I'm proud. You know how hard it was to walk away? In October I saw the opportunity to leave when I HATED my main character, and my second would be worthless without her family, and my third was planned to leave anyways.
I left WITHOUT shouting 'omgz i hate you all11!!!' and such stupidity, and when I came back, I decline special treatment. I declined to have a mod spot, a higher rank, anything and everything. You know why? Because I wanted to be fucking FAIR. I wanted to do it the RIGHT way. And guess what? Am I ashamed? Not at all. Everything I've done I'm proud of. I've worked up to a mod spot TWICE now, and made it up to a high rank yet AGAIN. maybe there's a reason for that.
well, funny thing is, maybe it's got something to do with the fact that my characters are SANE, dont jump packs constantly, aren't fucktards, and tend to be reliable, helpful, honest, and just......decent people.
So fuck you.
Fuck you both, and if there are more shitheads saying things about me to other people, well, fuck you too.
I figured there would be SOMETHING to rain on my happiness. well, I found it!
I am EXTREMELY tired of people talking about me to other people.
ESPECIALLY when I have either hardly have contact with them EVER, or when they KNOW how I feel about people that wont come to me when they've got a problem.
Funny, it's people on BS. I am so tired of people saying shit about me when they dont have the fucking guts to come to me about it. So you dont like me? Good. that's perfect. I hate you anyways. But dont spread shit around the chats, dont spread things through IMs and PMs FUCKING OWN UP AND TELL ME.
I am fucking TIRED of people saying 'oh, I heard so and so saying something about your rank' well damn. I might not be the most active thing in the world, but I work hard fuckers. I work and I help out and well, I'm proud. You know how hard it was to walk away? In October I saw the opportunity to leave when I HATED my main character, and my second would be worthless without her family, and my third was planned to leave anyways.
I left WITHOUT shouting 'omgz i hate you all11!!!' and such stupidity, and when I came back, I decline special treatment. I declined to have a mod spot, a higher rank, anything and everything. You know why? Because I wanted to be fucking FAIR. I wanted to do it the RIGHT way. And guess what? Am I ashamed? Not at all. Everything I've done I'm proud of. I've worked up to a mod spot TWICE now, and made it up to a high rank yet AGAIN. maybe there's a reason for that.
well, funny thing is, maybe it's got something to do with the fact that my characters are SANE, dont jump packs constantly, aren't fucktards, and tend to be reliable, helpful, honest, and just......decent people.
So fuck you.
Fuck you both, and if there are more shitheads saying things about me to other people, well, fuck you too.
I figured there would be SOMETHING to rain on my happiness. well, I found it!