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I'm currently sitting in a two piece BIKINI, and I don't *quite* feel like killing myself.
I certainly wont go out in public with it on, maybe just swim with Ryan when *NO ONE* else will be home ever possibly at all....
I need to lose weight, and putting this Bikini up on my door is going to help me remember my goals. I need to lose mostly weight in my hip / thigh area, and flatten out my tummy more. I've got the hourglass figure, which makes me look not quite so horrible in this thing, but losing somewhere in the ballpark of 20-40 pounds would just make me feel so much better. I gained about 30 from the lexapro I was on last year...which is the biggest factor in my not taking it anymore. That, and the lack of sleep thing. I don't think I eve really 'recovered' from that part though....
So, birthday!
Other than dinner, I didn't actually get anything Wednesday other than gifts from my online peeps....and man, did you guys SHOWER me with gifts!
I was sort of bummed because my mom couldn't even hold off on the guilt trip until Thursday...as soon as we got home she dragged me into hte laundry room and went off about how' That dinner was more than we expected!' blahblahblah. You took 6 people to dinner (I dont count, I ate free :3 that's why I picked the place!), at a place you had BEEN TO BEFORE, so you knew the prices, you three ate a second bowl which added 4$ onto your price versus my friends only eating a single bowl for 9$....so, 13$(x3!) vs. 9$(x3!), plus me free......Sorry, it's my fucking birthday, I didn't ask you for anything you asked where I wanted to go for dinner and Genghis was it.
I didn't get cake or anything...which is OK I guess, not as exciting but oh well.
I just want to say how *AMAZING* my friends are.....you guys have showered me with gifts and texts and so many things...I'm so lucky to have you guys in my life! <3 <3 <3 even if the cake was a lie (D: D: D:), you made my birthday awesome and I'm so grateful to have you guys with me!
I certainly wont go out in public with it on, maybe just swim with Ryan when *NO ONE* else will be home ever possibly at all....
I need to lose weight, and putting this Bikini up on my door is going to help me remember my goals. I need to lose mostly weight in my hip / thigh area, and flatten out my tummy more. I've got the hourglass figure, which makes me look not quite so horrible in this thing, but losing somewhere in the ballpark of 20-40 pounds would just make me feel so much better. I gained about 30 from the lexapro I was on last year...which is the biggest factor in my not taking it anymore. That, and the lack of sleep thing. I don't think I eve really 'recovered' from that part though....
So, birthday!
Other than dinner, I didn't actually get anything Wednesday other than gifts from my online peeps....and man, did you guys SHOWER me with gifts!
I was sort of bummed because my mom couldn't even hold off on the guilt trip until Thursday...as soon as we got home she dragged me into hte laundry room and went off about how' That dinner was more than we expected!' blahblahblah. You took 6 people to dinner (I dont count, I ate free :3 that's why I picked the place!), at a place you had BEEN TO BEFORE, so you knew the prices, you three ate a second bowl which added 4$ onto your price versus my friends only eating a single bowl for 9$....so, 13$(x3!) vs. 9$(x3!), plus me free......Sorry, it's my fucking birthday, I didn't ask you for anything you asked where I wanted to go for dinner and Genghis was it.
I didn't get cake or anything...which is OK I guess, not as exciting but oh well.
I just want to say how *AMAZING* my friends are.....you guys have showered me with gifts and texts and so many things...I'm so lucky to have you guys in my life! <3 <3 <3 even if the cake was a lie (D: D: D:), you made my birthday awesome and I'm so grateful to have you guys with me!