ugh.

Alrighy.

I miss sex.

I miss feeling wanted and needed in that special way.

I'm an incredibly sexual being - I understand my own needs and I feel that I'm at a loss here, they aren't being met.

I sent Ryan this message the other night, from bed, while he was up on the computer upstairs 'I miss the feeling of your arms around me at night, holding me so closely that I can hear your heartbeat as it matches rhythm with mine.'

Though Ryan says I do turn him on and he does find me attractive, I'm just not feeling it.

Total lame sauce.