Send all my loving to you

I had a sudden moment of clarity the other day....not just clarity, but some painful dose of reality.

Everyone in awhile I'll have a surreal moment where I think of things in abstract terms of people not as people, as tangent touchable objects, but as concepts. It's a crushing feeling, a feeling that I absolutely adore. It feels like my heart might burst when I consider all of the things that Ryan is, in the abstract, and just how much we love one another. Nothing says we have to, other than us. And we do.

I totally fail at explaining things, but yeahhhh. It's just a really awesome feeling that I love having whenever I do have it :3