2010-02-23

distantvampire: (Default)
2010-02-23 02:33 am

Please, why won't you just -

I still love you.

Answer me sometime.

I've tried to contact you in so many different ways....why would you just let me be your friend again? I just want to talk to you. It's not the same when I see the things you've done and hear the great times you've had when I want so terribly to be a part of them. I know you're happy with her, I'm not trying to fuck with that I swear, but just let me know that you at least know I'm alive. It's like I hear someone mention you and then I'll see your name on something and I just want you in my life again. I never really stopped loving you and I never had the balls to tell you I felt anything for you. You probably thought I was just a stupid kid back then anyways.

But I hate knowing that you're at like an arms reach and even thought Ive tried to pull you in I just can't get you any closer.

Just tell me to leave you alone and you'll never hear from me again.