homg, so much happy!

I know I know I know. I am crazy. I am le sad one day and happy the next....but I feel like this might just be a turning point.

I signed up at a gym today. I'm going walking at 9 for 45 minutes with Katie R. before work and then after work I'll be going TO MY GYM and working out my arms & arms. I'm going to start going after work on a consistent basis.

I also see Jassy AND Autie in like 3 weeks!
And then Harper's going to be in Texas around the 17-20ish......I'm going to go see her when she's in Longview :D
I REALLY want to go see Britt at some point this year.........maybe in September?

I still need someplace to go because I do not want to be here on the day that I would have been walking down the isle.

I don't care what I do / who I'm with, but I will not not not be here September 19th.