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distantvampireWhat the fuck is it about my luck that the folks I get close to always, always flip over IC bullshit at some point?
Am I not dedicated enough that I am in the error for not about-facing on people when things change ICly?
Am I just that sort of person that the first chance a person gets to get the fuck away from me they'll do so and leave me with that confused dog face?
I swear I do nothing in a game and go "HOW WILL THIS AFFECT SO AND SO?!' because well....I wouldn't be playing the game if I did. I just try and do shit for the character that is realistic for them.
*rubs temples* and for awhile, this day had picked up after the fuckery that was work.
Maybe I should just stop getting attached to people. Maybe I should just not communicate with anyone online anymore. That would probably make my life much easier, but a hell of a lot more boring.
I guess I can't really have it both ways though. Either I deal with the heartache of losing folks over stupid shit, or I just...have no one. But am I strong enough to go through it every time?
Am I not dedicated enough that I am in the error for not about-facing on people when things change ICly?
Am I just that sort of person that the first chance a person gets to get the fuck away from me they'll do so and leave me with that confused dog face?
I swear I do nothing in a game and go "HOW WILL THIS AFFECT SO AND SO?!' because well....I wouldn't be playing the game if I did. I just try and do shit for the character that is realistic for them.
*rubs temples* and for awhile, this day had picked up after the fuckery that was work.
Maybe I should just stop getting attached to people. Maybe I should just not communicate with anyone online anymore. That would probably make my life much easier, but a hell of a lot more boring.
I guess I can't really have it both ways though. Either I deal with the heartache of losing folks over stupid shit, or I just...have no one. But am I strong enough to go through it every time?
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Date: 2010-02-08 06:52 am (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2010-02-08 01:47 pm (UTC)Ke'chara, I'm thinking it's not you but maybe the game? If people can't stop doing this to you especially over IC crap, then they're taking the game too seriously.
I for one am glad you're online and communicate; I don't know you well enough yet and I want to cause from what little I do know, friend I definately could call you. :)
If these people leave you over such stupid shit, they were not worth having to begin with, IMO. And if you need to, you can lean on those of us who do care and won't do this.