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I'm crying.
I never cry. so why am I crying now?
I think it's over. And it's killing me. because I dont know what to do anymore...I went to Colin for advice, he says it seems like he's avoiding me and I Should just let go...even though it hurts. I Cant' do that. Jon says it seems like he just needs a break, the stress is getting to him. Am I stressful? enough to drive someone away? But Jon says not to give up. I can't do that either.
I -HAVE- to know. this limbo shit is breaking me. I dyed me hair tonight.
woot.
I'm dead world. I mean..he seems to make time to call his frineds in Arizona. that's fine and great, but when I dont get to talk to him when I'm dating him for 6 months..needless to say, I;m jealous. And i Jump to conclusions so easily..this is like a forest fire, all of this just consuming me. I'm crying so hard beuase I Dont know whats going on, and it kills me not knowing.
I never cry. so why am I crying now?
I think it's over. And it's killing me. because I dont know what to do anymore...I went to Colin for advice, he says it seems like he's avoiding me and I Should just let go...even though it hurts. I Cant' do that. Jon says it seems like he just needs a break, the stress is getting to him. Am I stressful? enough to drive someone away? But Jon says not to give up. I can't do that either.
I -HAVE- to know. this limbo shit is breaking me. I dyed me hair tonight.
woot.
I'm dead world. I mean..he seems to make time to call his frineds in Arizona. that's fine and great, but when I dont get to talk to him when I'm dating him for 6 months..needless to say, I;m jealous. And i Jump to conclusions so easily..this is like a forest fire, all of this just consuming me. I'm crying so hard beuase I Dont know whats going on, and it kills me not knowing.