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so I'm back.
where'd I go?
back home. to alabama. I had an awesome time with my family, and I've cried way too much in the past 24 hours. I had to say goodbye to my uncle, who is like a majority of my world, and that totally broke me. *sighs*
I miss ryan! and jen! *sniffles*....I never noticed just how much seeing people you care about consumes you. the whole trip out I was rousing an accent I faught to surpress, looking into my past for memories and family stories, the things I could share and not alienate my family from me...and I think I did alright, all and all..
now I spent friday elated (IM NOT DEAD!!!) and saturday snoozing. saturday afternoon crying (damn I missed my uncle!) saturday night with the family. sunday morning sleeping, sunday afternoon eating good ol' southern food (gods, it's better than taco bell. and krystal's. omfg....I gorged myself!) sunday night crying (damn I miss my uncle!) and monday a bit of snoozing, and then spazzing.
it amazes me how much you look forward to getting somewhere, just because of the people. it doesn't mean you'll see them really, but you're still excited at the mere thought of seeing them. Bill gave Ryan his approavol, as mum dragged every picture I had of him with us to show the family....*sighs* I was looking forward to seeing bill when I got there, and then Ryan when I got home
but now everything I own smells like smoke. I reak of smoke. *gags* I wore my glasses for the first time in at least four months today. and I hated it. becuase my contacts got.......fucked up (for lack of a better word) by the smoke and they burned like acid when I put them in today (my eyes were red till 11) *sighs*
so yeah. I love you guys! I missed you all!
this weekend....I want to do stuff with people. cuz I love you all oh so very much.( I swear that I do )
so uh yeah. call me? 214 724 8681 214 488 8681 and just ask for Katy.
Je suis dans l'amour avec ryan ♥
