life, or something like it.

Life is intersting sometimes. like right now. Life is perfect, and things are going great, and I'm just kinda left in some stae between contentment and elation. I'm not unhappy, I'm not too terribly estatic either. I'm just content. Which should be all I need, right?

It's not love that's got me down, if anything love is what's keeping me going. He's so adorable sometimes....I Just cant get enough of him. And I dont want to, honestly. he's getting more attatched..and it's become more apparent that we're kinda one another's other half...like, he excells in math and phyisical science, while english and chemistry are my fortes. He loves the rain, the gloomy cloudy days, and sunshine and clear blue skies just call to me. He's tall....while I'm not so much. And he is more worldly, more advanced in the ways of the world. I'm naive and very trustworthy. we just sort of complete one another...and it's odd.

I had a wave of emotions rush me today....I was looking up at him, and he was talking, and I just had that sort of breakthrough thing where I just feel so complete and whole with him at my side...I dont understand it, but I like it. It's great...

and I've gotten closer to Jen too. We're more like sisters than we ever have been, to a point where people ask if we're twins, and our teachers (poor Mr. Ryan) confuse us. I call her parents ''Mom and Dad' and well.. we're just a set.

I feel really content...and I dont want anything to change.

DistantVampire: I think I Might grow my hair out again....
TheHeroOfTime05: DO IT DO IT!!!
DistantVampire: lol
DistantVampire: you like long hair?
TheHeroOfTime05: Need more support?
TheHeroOfTime05: Ya, its eaiser to play with.
DistantVampire: hehe. I guess that's all I need for incentive xD
DistantVampire: it's easier to manage when it's this short....but I miss it being so long and stuff heh
TheHeroOfTime05: I can make the font bigger if need be...
DistantVampire: lol
DistantVampire: I think I get it xD
TheHeroOfTime05: Well, it you ever need more...
DistantVampire: hehe I'll keep that in mind ^^

(we were watching TV together.....we do that a lot)


DistantVampire: *pets* honey, you really should get some sleep....
TheHeroOfTime05: Ya, but I have to shower after this.
DistantVampire: if this one is boring to you, then why not just go on?
TheHeroOfTime05: Im talking to you till its over.
DistantVampire: awww :3 you dont have to
TheHeroOfTime05: But i am.

(he had only an hour sleep the night before....and so I was worried because he's been up for roughly 2 days almost)

DistantVampire: *pokes* you need sleep! you should go *nodnod*
TheHeroOfTime05: I guess...
DistantVampire: You can text me later or whatever if you cant sleep...but I dont see how you can keep your eyes open right now o.o
TheHeroOfTime05: Ha ha...its not easy...
DistantVampire: I wouldn't think it would be lol
DistantVampire: GOODNIGHT. heh. Love you ^^ *pushes towards the door*
TheHeroOfTime05: ::growns::
DistantVampire: see? you need sleep! and I feel bad, cuz when you said you'd stay on to talk to me, I feel suddenly guilty cuz I'm still talking to you lol
DistantVampire: its no fair!
TheHeroOfTime05: It is too.
TheHeroOfTime05: I like talking to you.
DistantVampire: I like talking to you too, but not when I know I'm keeping you up and you should be sleeping
TheHeroOfTime05: Itsalright.

TheHeroOfTime05: Alright.
TheHeroOfTime05: Ill go shower.
DistantVampire: awesome
TheHeroOfTime05: Yup
TheHeroOfTime05: Night, sleep well, sweet dreams...
Auto response from DistantVampire: Being a good girl and going to sleep. like SOMEONE ELSE should be doing. Stalker, I love you regardless.

NOW GO TO BED. Or else I'll come over there and make you go to bed.

.........which probably wouldn't happen. *smiles innoccently*
DistantVampire: Night ^^ Sweet dreams
TheHeroOfTime05: Thats what I thought.
DistantVampire: huh?
TheHeroOfTime05: You just left...
TheHeroOfTime05: I figured you would be back.
DistantVampire: lol
DistantVampire: I didn't mean to actually put that up
DistantVampire: Just to type it *shrugs*
TheHeroOfTime05: Lol.
TheHeroOfTime05: Why?
DistantVampire: I'd use it after I actually finished saying goodnight
TheHeroOfTime05: Oh ok.
TheHeroOfTime05: Well, i am going to go now.
TheHeroOfTime05: Night, love you.
DistantVampire: Awesome
DistantVampire: Night ^^ Love you too


*sighs*

je suis dans l'amour avec Ryan! ♥