I cant stand him.

Always besting me, that is.

he says the cutest things, just to randomly make me smile...

TheHeroOfTime05: I love my graphing calc....
TheHeroOfTime05: Love it so much....
TheHeroOfTime05: But not more than you.



TheHeroOfTime05: ::PANIC::

DistantVampire: do you think you might have left it at the
school?
TheHeroOfTime05: No, i didnt take it out.
DistantVampire: where was it?
TheHeroOfTime05: I dont know.
DistantVampire: Did you have it in your laptop case?
TheHeroOfTime05: OMG! I LOVE YOU LOVE
YOU LOVE YOU LOVE YOU LOVE YOU LOVE
YOU LOVE YOU LOVE YOU LOVE YOU LOVE
YOU LOVE YOU LOVE YOU LOVE YOU LOVE
YOU LOVE YOU LOVE YOU LOVE YOU LOVE
YOU LOVE YOU LOVE YOU LOVE YOU LOVE
YOU LOVE YOU LOVE YOU LOVE YOU LOVE
YOU LOVE YOU LOVE YOU LOVE YOU LOVE
YOU LOVE YOU LOVE YOU LOVE YOU LOVE
YOU LOVE YOU LOVE YOU LOVE YOU LOVE
YOU LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
DistantVampire: *beams*
DistantVampire: I remembered you had said you'd bring it to
work on over here....and we never quite got to it lol
TheHeroOfTime05: Ya.
DistantVampire: *feels suddenly useful* xD
TheHeroOfTime05: lol.
TheHeroOfTime05: You are!


TheHeroOfTime05: Katy is sexy!!


now tell me how I can compete with that?

Ryan Micheal Thompson, I love you so much that I honestly dont know how to put it into words.....you make me whole, and I had never been aware of just how broken I was. You made me a better person, and I cant help but love you more with every passing day....

Its funny how now when I think about Gordon, I want to show Ryan off. He's faced off with my dad, when Gordon wouldn't even talk to him on the phone...sometimes I sit back and think of how things might have been..I wasn't this happy, I was crying every other week.....I havent shed a tear, besides tears of joy at the sweet things he does for me. And this, this is what love is...I was a stupid kid before, but it's nice to have at least had some basis for the world...wrong and shattered as it was.

So Gordon, thanks for at least opening my eyes to how wonderful love can be, and then for breaking my heart and showing me how much it hurts to be left behind...without the experience, I never would have made it this far.