*sighs*

John's my Doctor Phil.

DistantVampire: blah. I feel like crud again now. Seiko4287: ..what's wrong? DistantVampire: I cant help you, and I cant help Ryan. Seiko4287: Yes you can.. Seiko4287: how can't you help ryan? Seiko4287: I promise you that you can DistantVampire: he's stressed about his college sutff. Seiko4287: ugh...I know that feeling Seiko4287: ...but you are helping DistantVampire: how? Seiko4287: You're there Seiko4287: you love him, he knows it Seiko4287: and that helps a great deal DistantVampire: he said basically the only thing keeping him from crashing is his music.......and I know there is nothing I can do.....because I have no idea how he must be feeling right now Seiko4287: it's...very troubling Seiko4287: a lingering stress Seiko4287: Katy, I will tell you this Seiko4287: I know how he feels...with the college thing...and...If I had someone like you, who cared about me, as much as you do him...i'd...feel much better for it Seiko4287: And i'm almost sure, he feels the same DistantVampire: Thank you....I just...usually, I can do something, anything to make him feel better...that's what I think a girlfriend should do. And I can't make him feel any better because I dont know what he feels...and I feel like I'm failin him somehow... DistantVampire: failing* DistantVampire: Im sorry I'm kinda...down right now. It's just it really bothers me. DistantVampire: LOL! Seiko4287: It's alright DistantVampire: I just got a message from Allan's phone Seiko4287: so did I DistantVampire: 'HI DID YOU KNOW ALLAN IS A DORK. LOVE MOM.' DistantVampire: Im amused xD Seiko4287: same here Seiko4287: that was rather funny Seiko4287: but, I don't think you're failing him though DistantVampire: this...this is probably one of the very few times when I dont know where he's coming from.....when he got his Tech results...and now. DistantVampire: I think he's going through the same emotions, and is fearing getting the same results...I didn't know what to say then, and I dont know what to say now DistantVampire: it kills me. Seiko4287: sometimes,words don't work Seiko4287: you just...have to act... Seiko4287: and be there... DistantVampire: I..I dont know how to help him though...I dont know what I can do to make it better for him..I dont even know how to be there for him, even without words Seiko4287: Well, just give him space Seiko4287: he's lucky as a matter of fact DistantVampire: Why do you say that? Seiko4287: well, he has you there for him...to talk to Seiko4287: I say that, because...it's a very harsh problem Seiko4287: one that keeps you up at night Seiko4287: least it has me Seiko4287: and...I never had a girl to talk with it to...kelly wouldn't understand Seiko4287: so, think of it that way...you...whether you know it or not...make it easier on him