Thursday.

its slowly but surely starting to hit me.

Ryan will be gone in only two days. The next post I make, chances are, will be after I've said goodbye to him.

He wants me to go with him to San Marcos. He said it would mean a lot to him, and I really dont want to go. Only because I dont want to say goodbye, I dont want to have his family watch me cry. Its going to kill me, but at least his Mom will be crying too...

Im going to go, though, so that I can say goodbye to him one last time....He'll be home in a month, roughly, and thats not that bad.....*sighs* I wish I was a year older so I could go down with him and stay.


Im not really in the mood to roleplay. And I dont really know when it'll come back. All I want to do is sleep..