again.

You think it would get easier and easier to say goodbye to him, knowng that he'll be home, knowing that in just a little while I would be able to see him again, to hear his voice, to talk to him...but it isn't.



I cant tell if it's the strength of the love I feel for him, or the pain of having to see him go again that makes my heart want to burst...



in two weeks, we'll be celebrating our offical one year anniversary. I wish I had a car. I'd take the school day off to go see him, since it's a monday....

it's weird.. yeah, i miss you, but it's so much more than that.. i miss the way my heart stopped at just the sight of you, and that smile. gosh. that smile. the sad part is, your smile isn't the only thing i'm missing. i miss my own too.. the one thats only there when yours is. ♥

2 weeks notice.

hehe.

haha. go forge and gred.