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so yeah. this week has been pretty harsh on me emotionally.
I've heard that John's been saying some pretty harsh things about me, but I dont know if that's true. And then Ryan decides to have the 'college and us' talk with me, which, as all of you know, is one of those things that scares the hell out of me and Im not ready for it.
I'm still too immature to think about the future, too afraid of things changing. Do I put too much into relationships? Having that one person be my world, everything that makes me whole? It crushes me everytime, in the end.
TheHeroOfTime05: Ya, im not very good with distances...
I'm about to cry. again.
I've heard that John's been saying some pretty harsh things about me, but I dont know if that's true. And then Ryan decides to have the 'college and us' talk with me, which, as all of you know, is one of those things that scares the hell out of me and Im not ready for it.
I'm still too immature to think about the future, too afraid of things changing. Do I put too much into relationships? Having that one person be my world, everything that makes me whole? It crushes me everytime, in the end.
TheHeroOfTime05: Ya, im not very good with distances...
I'm about to cry. again.
